maturity VS Sociality

Why this title come out??? Seems like nothing to you guys, but for me, it really reflected who you are...I mean it...
Or I shouldn’t put VS, it should be a AND there...
Both for me must go parallel with us...
But I really want to talk more in terms of sociality... how many friends do you have?? 1? 100? 100000? Infinity??
and, do you talk to them?? I mean all of them??
Whatever, I also need to ask myself, which group I`m belongs to...
A : a group that like to clump together (and they think that is their world)
B: u can adjust yourself with any kind of environment...

If your answer is B, I think your sociality is good enough (my opinion)
and there’s come the word maturity, if u think you are matured enough and you think you are in A group,, think again , can u considered matured if u still
Can’t talk to other people that u`re not used to it??

I don’t know if what I’m saying is rubbish or something that u have to think about it twice or 3 times maybe>?

And sometimes I think being a talkative person (I’m that person!) is like a bridge to connect between the A's group...

Lastly, enough said, I'm not proud to those person who are excellent in their study, but poor in their sociality thingy... (What’s for?)

-Do enjoy and grateful what Him has provide to us-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE.

happy birthday my dear donghae...
when I woke up,, the first thing that I remember is your birthday..
but,, due to some problem ( I don't know,, I`m being emo yesterday)
I cried...
I want to buy You (I mean myself) a cake...
but.. many things in my head right now...
I`m surely will buy one!!
you re still be my no.1...
no one can change about that...

ke.ke.ke.ke..
oh, you're already 25 y.old
more matured.. more masculine..
and I know you look handsome in any performance that you performed..hahaha

Happy Birthday again My Dear Donghae!!

the craziest thing that I've ever done in my life (for the time being)...

It was a blast... that was the only thing that I wanted to say right now ( kinda tired actually)
Now, let me told you my experience with all the ss501 members and triple S fans...

I arrived there at about 12.40 pm (based on my watch). Quite early. At first we lined up at the main gate but because the fans were kept coming, we were told to line up at the car park beneath the hotel. Being a 'good' fans, we just followed the instruction.

At 2.00pm, I went to pray and bought a water for my break-fast and waited there until 6.15 pm. I didn't do much. Just chit chat with people around me. We all were a bit tired at that time.

The chaotic incident started at 5 something, when everyone was like I-wanna-go-infront and I-don't-care-about-people-who-are-coming-early kinda. I'm really annoyed with those people, they just being so UNFAIR!.

6.15pm. Yup that was the time when I'm not really become myself. I felt like my whole body going to explode any second. That was because I saw THEM. Fans keep on shouting like no one cares. Unfortunately, I felt disappointed when the rep. team  said that we can have only one signature and not the whole SS501 members. At that time I was like I NEED TO GET KYUJOONG's signature no matter what. Plus I really wanted him to sign at his solo poster (Ur Man Poster) I got that poster when my sister went to Korea. It's actually UrMan special edition album. I bet not many of us here in Malaysia got that album.


Suddenly, a guy who's incharged pushed me to Jungmin and I shouted inside the hall that I wanted to have Kyujoong's signature. Being selfish, I stood myself in front of KyuJoong and he signed at the cover album.

Brave enough, I opened the half part of that poster and I keep on saying 제발 (Jebal = Please) non stop to him. He was quite shocked to see me being so damn excited because I`m the only one who has that big poster of him.  Shockingly, that annoying person in charged pulled me from KyuJoong's table. He pulled me, but Kyujoong took the other half of the poster and opened it. He basically gave me a the biggest signature on the poster. And that was the best moment in my life.

All signature that have been signed on the cover album was disappeared. You know what? SOME STUPID PERSON GAVE THEM A WHITEBOARD MARKER. You can see on the corner of the hotel, fans were very devastated and some of them cried due to that stupid mistake. Luckily my poster was safe although the same whiteboard marker was used.

A LITTLE BIT MORE...

Since their trip was a short trip to Malaysia, they went back to Korea on the same day. I went to the KLIA as well to bid them farewell. I managed to see them departed, managed to wave to them. managed to see they waved back at us, managed to snap some pictures and lastly managed to give a present to all of them. I bought 5 pencils that have something tanggle on top of the pencil. They are very cute. Actually one of the female korean staff helped me to put in one of their personal bags. (A bag not in that box where all those present are placed) 감사합니다 언니!

Lastly, I really need to thank my friends which are, Ayu, Mazni, Ikin. They help me doing something in college.  And to Kak Sya; without you,  I won't be able to see them in front of my eyes at KLIA..

IN SHORT

Hyun Joong : He's truly a 4th dimensional guy. But I do think that his ego is in a higher level :)

Young Saeng : He's cute. Super cute but very shy and I don't look at him that much and yet his dimples can kill many people though...hahaha

Hyung Joon :  The most handsome guy that I've ever seen. He's so polite as well. I think that was because he is the junior (maknae) in the group.

 Jungmin : The most cheerful guy. Never saw him in a stiff mood. Always smile to others. But I'm sorry Jung Min, at first, I should take your sign but I refused.. hahaha

Kyu Joong : Do I have to describe about this guy as well?  If I stared at him for another 10 sec, surely I will faint..the degree of his manliness is infinity (hahaha,, I`m being biased)

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

HAPPY RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK TO EVERYONE..

I have a lot of mission to be complete in this ramadahan month..
need to khatam Al-Quran (I`ll try my hardest).. and beong able to understand the meaning of it...

go to masjid to perform Tarawikh with my friends...

being a good muslimah..

be able to spent my time wisely...

reduce my activities related to music bla..bla...in this month (I`m into it too much)...

INSYAALLAH

happy + HAPPY+haPPY

Happy birthday to seunghyungie maknae...
happy 17teen bday...
I do bought a cake for him...

Mazni : Ernnie ni gile rr,, sampai nak beli kek kat die..
Me : I`am and I will keep doing that... plus I`m not post the kek to him.. I just eat it for my self... Is that wrong?? for the sake of my stomach...hahaha..

My Holiday..

My holiday was full
Alhamdulillah, on the 3rd to 5th of July I went to Langkawi with mama and her PUSPANITA friends.

It was quite a plain holiday since mama is doing her shopping which was related to her interest, of course. 

I bought only chocolate.

I went to Hana's house at Langkawi. Managed to meet only her mom.

thanks Auntie and Hana too :)

And on the 7th of July, Nadiah,

my former classmate called me and offered me a job.

I'm so thankful since I do not have money. Thanks Nadiah.

So, on 8-13th July, I'm working in Wedding Work Promotion in Kraf Centre.

It was pretty awesome because I met new people,

and gained new experience. .

and sorry cant sent you to India.

I hope U can be a great Dentist ( of course you will )

Me and Nadiah

after that I continued on my driving class (I`m very suck at it until now)..

and now I don't have anything...I mean nothing to do...

 maybe watching some Japanese Drama will do me good :)

I`ve just realize that they are soo hot...( btw I`m watching Hana Kimi )

Ps: Super Junior just held their 1st Super Show 2nd in korea..

as usual, can't watch the Fancam because I would be so jealous.. Thus no risk taken.

2pm will come to Malaysia this August

and ss501 will come this Dec...

hopefully they Really2x come here...

sick and tired waiting for them to come to Malaysia.

H.A.P.P.Y. A.N.D. T.O.O. H.A.P.P.Y.

Finally, the exam was over.....
and I`m home!!!!...
although I dont have any friends here..(NONE)
but, all the korean stuff will accompany me through out the month... hak3...

yesterday I was soooooooooo surprised when I saw the CD that my sis bought in Korea
was in my laptop bag!!! OMG..

skypE'ing' my sis just now..


me : Thank u kak...
sis : maleh je nak ckp kat hang yg akk mmg kasi kat Dr. Bsha tuh.. satgi hang x fcus in study..
me: nanti nak suro bli lagi tau..
sis : Ish2, hang nih truk sgt la obsessed ngn korea tuh, da la blaja pn ntah ke mane..

-silence~~ she was rite... I`m into korean too much-
and rite now i have 3 cd, 1 DVD...
and waiting for other 2 to be arrive soon.. hahaha


yesterday oso went to One Utama wif my friends...
me, adeline, tse chen, christine, mark, lokmun, aaron, jing hooi, saachi n alice...
watching 17 again... super duper damn **** funny...
my stomach wanna burst d... tired..
sorry people inside the cinema...
i`m too loud. hak3...



- I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMER!!!!!!-

donghae biased 2nd

Happy Birthday to ME, Park Yoochun and Hyun Joong

생일축하합니다.
생일축하합니다.
사랑하는 To 3 of US.
생일축하합니다.

I'm so happy because I`m sharing the same birthday date with Park Yoochun JYJ ( different year of course)
hahaha.

That day, I watched  Super Junior's Sorry2 MV in a big screen in one of the korean restaurant nearby.
* highest satifaction* although i already watched it for hundred of times.
sort of the biggest present for me on that day.
and I want to thank every single person who sent their birthday wishes to me.
Much appreciated!

special thanks to :
Maisarah - Chicken Rice treat!
Atiqah ZA - Pizza
Mazni Omar - very delicious cake.
Aziemah, Hasanah and Zaira -- Rojan and Cendol
( seems like I got all Food from my friend right :) hahaha
Thanks guys.


Now, I`m already 19.
 I don't think I would change much.
still the same Ernnie but a little bit of fat here n there.
*grins*

Anyway,
to Hyunjoong n Yoochun Oppas!
Happy 24th Birthday.
please come to Malaysia.
to see me. ( again, crazy Ernnie)

THANK YOU ALLAH.....

that wednesday, we were having an usrah...

and kak nik did ask all of us 1 question...

can u tell me 1 thing that u felt greatful towards Him??

and I realized that it is not just one thing but too many things...

I pick some of my friends answer.

1. greatful coz we have a great parent ( Thanks Allah!!)

2. greatful coz we still alive in this world... ( Kamshahamida Allah!!)

3. greatful coz Allah gave us a challenge for us to endure.. ( HE still love us!!)

and i said that I`m greatful coz Allah still give me all the senses..( I still can see, touch, taste,and hear and many others that I didnt realize but I`m using it)

and when I think again, we actually received a LOT ( I mean really a LOT) that what we are imagine...sometimes we forget HIM...

and I think if someone gave a very special gift to us and we sometimes forget that person,,, surely he or she will be very sad, dissapointed, and sometimes angry...

but it will never happened to Allah...

when people dont love HIM -- HE still give a LOT of thing without thinking twice

when someone love HIM more -- HE gave MOre and MOre and more gift to that person...

Great isn`t??

and now, i`m happy coz Allah give me a very good friends who sometimes lend me a hand when I`m in a trouble... and a good parent as well...

and about my parent, i cant describe more how good they are to me although I always think the other way...again, THANK ALLAH for all those thing..

SuPEr Junior Won- Its YOU!!!

OMG!! I`m really impressed with them...

good performance as usual..
donghae make some mistake at first...

dont care, he`s still hot n cute..hahaha...
when they announce it, donghae somehow look totally lost...
BUT.. is yesungie try to flirt with him at the last part???

and good donghae, he refuse it.. hahaha...

cute donghae...

soo happy and some more,

I`m free with my video thinggy...
finished already...

and... I`m craving for BIG APPLE DONUTS...

T.I.R.E.D. + H.A.P.P.Y.

Its been a while since I didnt post anything here...really busy...

with a lots of work and project plus assignment plus exam...

time to study also become lesser...

Donghae...Ottohke..

OMG!!! today suju on INKIGAYO doing their first time ITS YOU...

I love that song...(Thanks E-Tribe) awesome perf

and want to say bout their perf..

1. they are sweating like CRAZY!!!!

2. THey still Hot as ever!!

3. Donghae Pants -___-

4. Hyukjae, U totally make me crazy la...( 1st time like other than Donghae)

5. No Kibum Still??? ( my friend Ain, wait 4 u sooo long) please..

6. Heechul somehow look like Noh from Msia Indie BAnd, HUJAN

7. Sungmin n KAngin <<>

8. Yesung, why u suddenly become hot out of nowhere..(I`ve been hit by You)

9. Nuga2 part, was so ARGHHHHHH aka I love it.. hahaha

and some more, I can d.load their v high quality perf...

thats why I can see their sweat...lalalala~~

a new day and a new life...

I`m going back to my hometown...

lega sikit..

after having a tough week at Taylor....

and some more tougher week...

" PLease la Ernnie, could you please be more positive in your life??"

I remember one thing..( I read a book by Sis Zab)

- Never ever blame anyone...
- Blame yourself

- you point 1 finger to others,4 coming back to you.. rite...

OKAY Stop HEre____________

yesterday, while I walked with my family at Jusco,

I found something intesting...

hahaha ( anything that related to Korean really interest me!!)

its a Hongkie Kopitiam...
I snap a pic...

Just remember me of Hongki in FT Island..

I`m not really a fan of them.. but their song is nice...

Just wondering is there any Donghae cafe or Kyujoong Restaurant...

surely i will enter one ( unless if its not halal la)

hahaha....

What the heck????

Sorry.. I have to say a bad words...

Not pissed off but frustrated I think...

Everyone doesnt seem to Understand me..

Everyone including my family...

To my friends, am I a really bad person???

U think u are very good to judge people like that...

and I do admit that when I fight or I`m angry with someone,

I told all the thing to my other friend...( not with that person)..

BUT sometimes, I do talk or SMS to the person whom I`m quarrel with...

so what???

and if u guys dont want to understand me just BEAR in your mind,,,

When I`m angry, I will said all those bad things...( I cant think that time..)

and after that I`m okay already...

JUST BEAR IN YOUR MIND!!!!!...

Dont You ever think that U guys are always right....

and dont ever dare to think that I`m the only one who always make a mistake....

TOTALLY WRONG!!!!

And thank ALLAH that I still have U in my Life...

and U will always protect me and loving me...

" just think Ernnie, the time that U spend the time with your friends is only a while...

BUT will be FOREVER with ALLAH..."

" and dont be TOO pressure Ernnie..."

Happy Birthday...

I really want to post something... Unfortunately, I dont have much time...

busy doing other things... Lect get tougher day by day ( haru-haru)

plus.. many unexpected thing happened to me.. no need to write here...Argh!!!

I think, I learnt how to be and independent person and This IS life MAN!!!!

no matter what, I have to endure it...

BUT>>BUT...

today is EunHyuk BirThday!!!

생일축하합니다

생일축하합니다

생일축하합니다 Hyukjae Oppa!!

생일축하합니다.....

BTw, My friend (Syikin) obsessed with this guy, so he bought a slice of cake..

and I ate it...delicious Caramel cake from secret Recipe..hahaha

Eunhyuk,, please take care of My Donghae...

U are his hyung...

please.. When he sick, do give him a medicine..

( I`m a crazy woman who talking to myself)

AND...yesterday was Jungmin`s Birthday...

생일축하합니다

생일축하합니다

생일축하합니다 Jungmin Oppa!!!!

생일축하합니다.....

You are the One who makes ss501 Brighter...

with your jokes and all that..

and Congratulation to you for done a good job in your GREASE...

And please do not have a fight with Hyung Joon cause i love him more... hahahaha...

EFFORT + CREATIVITY

these are nice + unique pic that i`ve found in my sis' lappy

when I saw that pic, I thinked that in everything that u do, when u put some effort and creativity, it will be a blast...

U`ll create something that will pleased everyone...

from a simple capsicum becoming a cute frog...

and the oranges,, very nice....

No time But still have time....

OKay,, I started to being very scared... Today is my 1st lect...

and I can say that I`m not ready...

Unfortunately I have to...

and this is for my own sake...

not for others...

BIOL1020 <<>

CEM1030 <<>

SCIE1000 <<>

I really copy everything from the slide given....

(I think it is a new thing for me)

I KNOW I CAN DO IT.....

SorrY...Sorry

Argh!! I`m addicted to their song already....
I woke up at 7... dont know that their song will release at 10am (korean time)
and exactly at 9am, I listened to the song..
and hwah!!!

*Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby


#Shawty, Shawty, Shawty, Shawty
눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔
숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀
내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby


u can hear it here...
and judge urself...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpqfQgxs9WE

and u really find it very addictive...
better than nobody, gee, pretty girls...

(my opinion)
credits to : kyastyle1

MALAYSIAN ELF gath...

actually it on 7th March...

and since I`m at home right now,,

better upload the pic...

and I just want to say, I`m having fun on that day..

meeting a lot of friends (cant remember your names though)...

and the cakes

no-need-to-describe-cause-it-was-too-nice-with-a-lot-of-guys...

hahahaha

everybody was like

" give me my eunhyuk"

"I wanna eat my HEechul"

but for me...

I wanna eat other members except DONGHAE..

how can u eat the person u like the most right...

huhuhu...

in the end,, I think I ate sungmin`s leg.. hahaha

and WHY THE SUJU'S SONGS IS ONLY 3...it is at redbox ria.. KL..
nevertheless,, I'm going crazy still with Syikin

we sang HARU2 ( BIG BAng )

HAPPINESs ( SujU)

and DbSk's.. ( This group HAve a LOt)

and RAIN....(dont know what the title is)

So Hot (WG)

U go GIrl (Lee Hyori)

unfortunately no ss501..

but I found some of ss501 fans..

and hopefully kak tiqah will bought me the DVD.... huhuhu

okay, I wanna scream right now...

the braclet that I've wore is EXACTly the same as DONGHAE's...

but It is not mine though.. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!

It`s belong to ____ (I dont remember your name)...

She bought it around RM40...

the original one is quite expensive cause it`'s from Tiffany n Co..

C.O.N.G.R.A.T.S. SS501

(credit : as tagged)

1st of all, I just want to say thank you to those person in YOUTUBE who uploaded all the video in a SPEED OF LIGHTNING.. (pla4rang and CodeAnalysis)

Congrats to Hyun Joong for the MALE TV POPULARITY award...

he is soo cute when he kind of mispronounce something.. huhuhu

and the KHAMSHAMIDA thing is really loud.. ( give me a strength for my day) huhuhu
and congrats for them (ss501) as they did a great job in MUSIC BANK...

all 3 perfs are awesome... + another perf in paeksang Arts Award...

plus I just want to say that today is the happiest day for me

as I saw my KYU almost everywhere...huhuhu

(Happy together + Music BANk + PaekSang Arts Awards )...

he was soo lucky after his B`day..

huhuhuhu and hopefully this year will be ss501's year..

and SUJU's year ....

THEY ARE DOING A GREAT JOB...

KEEP THE GOOD JOB all MY BROTHERS>>>

hyunjoong.youngsaeng.KYUJOONG.jungmin.huyngjoon

WHEN??

hurm.. now I still thinking..

is Ernie going to stop herself not to watch + like + obsessed with korean thinggy???... huhuhu

or should I make a pool for everyone to vote yes or no??

just another week for me to start studying...

actually I`m very eager to do that...

but I do hope that none of my friend will say

" Ernnie, dah la tuh..."

" Ernnie, stop it.."

for me crazy about KOrean Thinggy,, its like smoking...

its hard to quit smoking if you smoked 3 pack per day...

really need a lot of determination to do that..

( I`m not saying that I`m smoke though )..

and thanked...

the dramas that I`ve been followed since last year finished already...

but what about the others??

* suju are doing their comeback in MArch...

* ss501 will release their album in June maybe

but for me.. I thinked the best way is to reduce it a little but I`cant say I`ll not stop...

and my goals are

to study hard and fly to Aussie...( I still remember what U say Hani Nadrah )

make a lot of money...

have a holiday in Korea...

and I`ll make sure that I will achive my goals...

WHEN???

WHEN???

WHEN???

time will come no matter what.........

Celebrating Kyu Joong's 22 Birthday...

Actually we were doing this last sunday ( 22 FEB) since today is a weekdays...

we were having great time together

(ziera, nadea, szen, kak syah, me, sis kyu501, ju li and sis sshazz)...

the cake is soo delicious,

thanks to kak syah who sponsoured the cake ( oreo cheese cake ) yummy...AND

when kak syah showed to us her ss501 photo book,

I was like crazy-and-didn`t-know-what-to-say

aka spechless....

and we sang happy bday in korean, everybody in the Burger King was like

what-are-they-doing??

what-song-is-that??

huhuhu...

anyway,, hoping to see u guys again in

april, june, august and nov....

here are the pic..

credits : me and szen HAPPY B`DAY KYUJOONG (SS501)

Only 501 left...

szen, me, ju li

me and ju li again ( 501 )

k.shah, k.shazz, szen, sis Kyu501

ziera n nadea (GEE girls ) AND k. shah

k.shah do have all the ss501 albums... sigh...

only 6 of us were left...

kak kyu501 and k.shazz go back already

annyeong!!

I`ll upload the rest later....

생일축하합니다 KYUJOONG OPPA!!!!!

생일축하합니다 Kyu Joong Oppa...

Your Smile, Laughter make my day...

Even U just standing still, Istill find u`re the cutest one..

As today is your birthday,,

I`m hoping that u`ll success in everything u do..

Hoping you`ll feel happy wherever you are...

and...

always remember that your fans will always be by

your side no matter what...( ME!!)

사랑해요 Kyujoong .....

Sweet 22!! ( you are still sweet )

i counted based on general calendar as korean calendar makes u older.....